remember me , remember us...

"Good Bye My Lover"
Artist : James Blunt


Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

a dust..

Kayak debu..sekali tiup langsung lenyap . Itulah kita , tidak..lebih tepatnya apapun itu diantara kita . Jangan mengorbankan apapun lagi . Kita tidak pernah terikat apapun . Untuk apa kamu hadir dihidupku . Siapa kamu dihidupku . Dan begitupun sebaliknya . kita tak harus menjadi egois dengan menyakiti hati mereka . Cukup kita sendiri yang merasakannya . Anggap saja ini sebuah balasan karena kita sudah memulainya . Apa yang kita tanam itulah hasil yang kita petik . Jangan melangkah lebih jauh lagi . Karena memang tak ada hal yang harus kita lanjutkan . Kita berhenti disini . Semua hal ini tidak akan ada ujungnya , toh jika ada itu adalah ujung yang buruk . Abaikan semua yang terencana . Kita tak berhak untuk mewujudkannya . Maafkan..maafkan segala kelancanganku . Jika aku tidak memulainya semua ini mungkin tidak akan terjadi . Kita akhiri saja . Kamu punya kehidupan yang harus kamu jalani . Kamu punya kewajiban yang harus kamu selesaikan . sekali lagi maaf telah melakukan khilaf . hiduplah dengan baik...oz...

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"Up"

artist : Olly Murs ft Demi Lovato

I drew a broken heart
Right on your window pane
Waited for your reply
Here in the pouring rain
Just breathe against the glass
Leave me some kind of sign
I know the hurt won't pass yeah
Just tell me it's not the end of the line
Just tell me it's not the end of the line

I never meant to break your heart
I won't let this plane go down
I never meant to make you cry
I'll do what it takes to make this fly
You gotta hold on
Hold on to what you're feeling
That feeling is the best thing
The best thing alright
I'm gonna place my bet on us
I know this love is heading in the same direction
That's up

You drew a question mark
But you know what I want
I wanna turn the clock yeah
Right back to where it was
So let's a build a bridge yeah
From your side to mine
I'll be the one to cross over
Just tell me it's not the end of the line
Just tell me it's not the end of the line

I never meant to break your heart
I won't let this plane go down
I never meant to make you cry
I'll do what it takes to make this fly
You gotta hold on
Hold on to what you're feeling
That feeling is the best thing
The best thing alright
I'm gonna place my bet on us
I know this love is heading in the same direction
That's up

Girl I know we could climb back to where we were then
Feel it here in my heart
Put my heart in your hand
Well I hope and I pray that you do understand
If you did all you have to say is
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
I'm waiting for you
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

I never meant to break your heart
I won't let this plane go down
I never meant to make you cry
I'll do what it takes to make this fly

You gotta hold on
Hold on to what you're feeling
That feeling is the best thing
The best thing alright
I'm gonna place my bet on us
I know this love is heading in the same direction
That's up

quote untuk diri sendiri

"Be thankful for what you have , you'll end up having more . If you concentrate on what you dont have , you will never , ever have enough" -Oprah Winfrey-

Yupss...bukankah apa yang sudah dikasih Allah atau apa yang sudah digariskan untuk hidup kita itu adalah sebaik baiknya rencana Tuhan untuk kita . Kenapa harus mengeluh . Pernah baca quote yg bunyinya "terkadang kita menganggap hidup oranglain lebih enak PADAHAL mungkin saja dia lebih sulit , hanya saja dia tidak mengeluh" simple aja sih...happy itu kita sendiri yang bikin . Berusahalah untuk tidak memperlihatkan kesulitan hati yg sedang dialami . Bukankah ada Allah yang selalu siap dengan keluhan keluhan kita , dengan permintaan permintaan yang bejibun . Melalui sholat , duduk diatas sajadah menengadahkan tangan berdoa meminta memohon kepadaNya , Allah akan memberikan yang terbaik buat kita . Jalan yang dikasih Allah memang bukan yang tercepat , tetapi itu yang terbaik . Percaya aja sih...Allah itu maha tau , tau apa yg terjadi pada kita , tau apa yang terbaik buat kita , tau apa keinginan kita , tau segalanya melebihi kita tau diri kita sendiri . Allah itu maha mendengar , mendengar setiap keluhan keluhan kita , mendengar doa doa kita . So bersyukur dg apa yg sudah menjadi milik kita . Selesaikan apa yang sudah kita mulai , jalani apa yang sudah menjadi pilihan kita .